False Positive

I woke up this morning with cramping and bleeding. After 5 hours in the ER and an entire audience of medical people checkin' out my goods, we have come to the finding that the test I took last week was a false positive. My heart is sad and okay. It is better than the alternative, yet we were very excited about another little addition. Such is life I suppose. The doctors assured me that all my piping and plumbing is working top notch, so that is good. At this point I am confused and drained emotionally. I KNOW I want to be pregnant for sure again, I just don't know what the Lord wants for us. We are supposed to be going to an adoption "seminar" tomorrow- as adopting is in BOTH of our hearts now. I just want God to tell us what He wants. My best plan is to have a baby and adopt, but we will see. Thanks to all of you who keep up on us, we love you!