I didn't cry. Well, not at the airport. I pulled away, leaving my rock standing under the Alaska Airlines sign. It was 6:30am. Jairus and I went home, and at 10:00am we were at church for pre-service prayer. One thing I can say, I love my church family. Pastor Brad had such a genuineness in his voice when he asked me how I was. Katie offered help immediatly. Then it was time for prayer. We prayed over our congregation, the lost, and Orting, and Brad. Then, Brad called everyone in to lay hands on Jairus and I and pray. Then came the tears. Our creator is so uncomprehensible when it comes to His ways. I KNOW this is for a purpose. Not just so Tim can get tased and maced, then wear a really hot uniform. I believe God is going to use this for something great in our family. The last time Tim left for a long period, we had a new marriage and friendship by the time he came home, AND I gave my life to Jesus! I am counting on big changes. There are going to be hard days, but I think God is going to show me what I am all about, places of me I never knew, and I think he is going to help me to put to rest places in me I don't need anymore. As for Tim, he is going to be a light. He is justice and integrity, and not because he is a cop now. He is that way because he walks with the Lord. My Tim is a good man, and he is going to be a blessing wherever God places him.
July 27, 2009
July 22, 2009
Getting into mischief!
I was getting ready to help out at church yesterday. Coming out of the bathroom, heading into the living room, I see my 3 year old sitting on the couch with a tub of Ovaltine! He looks up at me and the only thing he says is, "It's good." All over my couch, powder and a healthy mixture of it mixed with toddler spit! Sitting there, Jairus is scooping out handfuls of the chocolate milk mix, and eating it out of his hands. So much so, it looks like he is wearing wet brown gloves! Running late, I didn't even say a word, I wasn't sure how to handle it, so I tossed him in the tub to let the cowagulated chocolate melt in the warm water. While he is in the tub, I vacuum the dry powder. I decided to tackle the gooey spots when I get home. How does this happen at the MOST inconvienent moments? Like on my way to SERVE THE LORD? But let me tell you all something awesome! Microfiber is the best fabric EVER! When we got home, I dampened a cloth and used hand sanitizer, and I can't even tell where he violated my sofa. That is something I am so thankful for, my couch has been put to the test-several times, and has passed with flying colors. Our sofa was worth every penny.
Getting nervous
Tim is leaving on Sunday, EARLY. The reality is setting in. Or maybe it isn't, and it won't until he is gone for a few weeks. I am so blessed to be a stay at home mom, I am in awe of how single mothers do it, with a 40 hr. a week job. For 3 years, I have been home, and I still fail to get it all done. What ever am I going to do when my Succulent leaves?!
About a year ago, I posted something about the terrible twos. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT!!! I am the woman in public with the unruly child that I used to think, "what is wrong with her and her kid?" I AM HER! The will of a toddler rivals that of criminal in a high speed chase; who would rather crash into on coming traffic, and go up in a fury of flames, then surrender to the cops. I am sure I could spray my child with Mace, and he would still give me his opinion! And now, my husband is leaving, and it is just going to be me. I am scared I will be in the corner with my thumb in my mouth rocking with a blanket, covering my ears! God HELP ME! Many of you know, we have been struggling through the potty training, and my good friend Kim says, "It might get worse when Tim leaves." Thank you BEST FRIEND! :) That is EXACTLY what I needed to hear. More good news for the pseudo-single mom! Needless to say, I am a little apprehensive about being ALONE with this toddler for 5 months. Don't get me wrong, I totally love my boy, but I may like me a little better with a mainline of Prozac. All kidding aside, this is going to be a huge change for me. If nothing else, I hope this is time for me to really lean on the Lord for the strength to get through. I am sure this will be my release, so hopefully someone can get a laugh out of this next season.
About a year ago, I posted something about the terrible twos. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT!!! I am the woman in public with the unruly child that I used to think, "what is wrong with her and her kid?" I AM HER! The will of a toddler rivals that of criminal in a high speed chase; who would rather crash into on coming traffic, and go up in a fury of flames, then surrender to the cops. I am sure I could spray my child with Mace, and he would still give me his opinion! And now, my husband is leaving, and it is just going to be me. I am scared I will be in the corner with my thumb in my mouth rocking with a blanket, covering my ears! God HELP ME! Many of you know, we have been struggling through the potty training, and my good friend Kim says, "It might get worse when Tim leaves." Thank you BEST FRIEND! :) That is EXACTLY what I needed to hear. More good news for the pseudo-single mom! Needless to say, I am a little apprehensive about being ALONE with this toddler for 5 months. Don't get me wrong, I totally love my boy, but I may like me a little better with a mainline of Prozac. All kidding aside, this is going to be a huge change for me. If nothing else, I hope this is time for me to really lean on the Lord for the strength to get through. I am sure this will be my release, so hopefully someone can get a laugh out of this next season.
July 18, 2009
Psalm 27
The Lord is my light and my
salvation
Whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the defense of my life;
Whom shall I dread?
When evildoers came
upon me to devour my flesh,
My adversaries and my enemies, they stumbled and fell.
Though a host encamp against me,
My heart will not fear;
Though war arise against me,
In spite of this I shall be confident.
One thing I have asked from the Lord, that I shall seek
That I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life,
To behold the beauty of the Lord
And to meditate in His temple.
For in the day of trouble He will conceal me in His tabernacle;
In the secret place of His tent He will hide me;
He will lift me up on a rock.
And now my head will be lifted up above my enemies around me;
And I will offer in His tent sacrifices with shouts of joy;
I will sing, yes, I will sing praises to the Lord.
Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice,
And be gracious to me and answer me.
When Thou didst say, "Seek My face," my heart said to Thee,
"Thy face, O Lord, I shall seek."
Do not hide Thy face from me.
Do not turn Thy servant away in anger;
Thou hast been my help;
Do not abandon me nor forsake me,
O God of my salvation!
For my father and my mother have forsaken me,
But the Lord will take me up.
Teach me Thy way, O Lord,
And lead me in a level path,
Because of my foes.
Do not deliver me over to the desire of my adversaries;
For false witnesses have risen against me,
And such as breathe out violence.
I would have despaired unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the Lord
In the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord;
Be strong, and let your heart take courage;
Yes, wait for the Lord.
Last night was another intense time of worship and prayer to our God. I love it. Soaking in his presence is so refreshing. Gathering together with others, praying and asking our Abba Father in unison is powerful! It says when two or more agree it shall be done! When I got home last night, I opened my Bible, and God gave me the above scripture. Perfect for where I am and what I am going through. If you know the situation, then you know how snugly this scripture fits me. If you are curious, I am more than happy to share how God is moving. For those of you who want that deeper time, or are in need of prayer, PLEASE COME!!! Friday Nights @ Abundant Life in Orting www.ortingfoursquare.com for directions.
salvation
Whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the defense of my life;
Whom shall I dread?
When evildoers came
upon me to devour my flesh,
My adversaries and my enemies, they stumbled and fell.
Though a host encamp against me,
My heart will not fear;
Though war arise against me,
In spite of this I shall be confident.
One thing I have asked from the Lord, that I shall seek
That I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life,
To behold the beauty of the Lord
And to meditate in His temple.
For in the day of trouble He will conceal me in His tabernacle;
In the secret place of His tent He will hide me;
He will lift me up on a rock.
And now my head will be lifted up above my enemies around me;
And I will offer in His tent sacrifices with shouts of joy;
I will sing, yes, I will sing praises to the Lord.
Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice,
And be gracious to me and answer me.
When Thou didst say, "Seek My face," my heart said to Thee,
"Thy face, O Lord, I shall seek."
Do not hide Thy face from me.
Do not turn Thy servant away in anger;
Thou hast been my help;
Do not abandon me nor forsake me,
O God of my salvation!
For my father and my mother have forsaken me,
But the Lord will take me up.
Teach me Thy way, O Lord,
And lead me in a level path,
Because of my foes.
Do not deliver me over to the desire of my adversaries;
For false witnesses have risen against me,
And such as breathe out violence.
I would have despaired unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the Lord
In the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord;
Be strong, and let your heart take courage;
Yes, wait for the Lord.
Last night was another intense time of worship and prayer to our God. I love it. Soaking in his presence is so refreshing. Gathering together with others, praying and asking our Abba Father in unison is powerful! It says when two or more agree it shall be done! When I got home last night, I opened my Bible, and God gave me the above scripture. Perfect for where I am and what I am going through. If you know the situation, then you know how snugly this scripture fits me. If you are curious, I am more than happy to share how God is moving. For those of you who want that deeper time, or are in need of prayer, PLEASE COME!!! Friday Nights @ Abundant Life in Orting www.ortingfoursquare.com for directions.
July 05, 2009
4th of July!
What a brilliant idea from Sarah. We all met (Tachenys, Barnards, McCalls, Zitnys, Nesbys, Slagowskis, and the Moores) up at Les Grove Park. It is a large sprawling park with this sprinkler park Sam has become so fond of. And I can see why. We set up close to the sprinklers, and Jairus was in and out of there all day. There were all kinds of vendors there, and rides for the kids. $5 bought unlimited rides for the day. It was great!
Jairus and his buddy Elaina.
Taking a ride on the train. By this time, he was getting really cranky. After this ride, I took him to lay in the shade for a much needed nap.
We watched the fireworks up in the Buttes. Beautiful. We were able to see the Orting show, and all the fireworks in the neighborhoods and up on South Hill.
1 Zitny and 2 Nesbys. I love these girls.
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